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#art#artists on tumblr#artphilippines#original character#shoku#fanart#porter robinson#cheerleader#so great so good#ITS NOT FAAAAAAIR#CAUSE I KNEW YOU LIKE THE BACK OF MY HANDS#DONT YOU CAREEEEEEEE#:DDDDDDDDD#:3333333333333333333333333#:33333#SoundCloud
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when men wear short shirts and just a sliver of tummy is exposed. thats the post
#my bf doesnāt like having his sides or tummy touched so its the worst forbidden fruit#i get so often the urge to tummy slap ! or even just put my hands there for sillies#but it makes him so uncomfortable waah waah has a fit and cries#but hes a femboy at heart and has all these cute outfits that have midriff access bro its not faaaaaair I wanna touch it#hes got such a slutty little waist (fantastic feature on men)
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can they invent a painkiller that works
#švictim of migraine#i told honey about it and he showed up with ice cream. yes it makes me want to cryš#anyway back to the matter at hand. why does every painkiller make me MORE nauseous its not faaaaaair#i used to be a paracetamol fan but then it started making me so dizzy i fainted once. and ibuprofein does jack shit. born to suffer
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but its not faaaaaair we won the most televotes goddamn juries ffs
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its not faaaaaair that i can only fall in love after ive formed a deep bond with someone ive known for at least several months when im absolute dogshit at making new friends......
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Nickname: oh I have many- Star, starfish, Jo, Jojo, Star Joā¦
Sign: Capricorn/Aquarius cusp
Last google search: synonyms for āhaving sexā- it was for a joke. I then misspelled it as āfortificationā because, dyslexic
Song stuck in head: FAAAAAAIR WELL WANDERLUST, youāve been oh so kind- (Fairwell Wanderlust, the Amazing Devil)
(Iām the Cupid of things / that you just didnāt get / that you struggle to say /Iām the saint of the paint / that was left in the pot / Iām your Angel ellipsis , your devil of dots / every time that you fumble, Iām the laugh from the back / when you think about him , my wings stop to flap /when you make a mistake, my feet lift from the floor / wand when you like there awake every night love I soar / i promise you Iāll be better, I promise you Iāll try/ but like rubbing wine stains into rugs, itās my curse / to try and make it better, but by trying make it worse/ Iām the heartbreak that aches far too much to be shunned/ all those letters unsent and that garden ungrown/ Iām the captain of courage, youāve eternally lacked / im the Jesus of wishing to Christ heāll come back/ because Farewell Wanderlust youāve been, oh so kind/ you brought me to this party but youāve left me here behind / so long to the person you begged me to be / sheās gone, sheās dead)
- seriously, great song
Dream job: full time, permanent archaeologist for some park or estate
Wearing: plaid pj pants and a black tank top
Favorite songļæ¼: farewell wanderlust, again
THIS HERE IS NOT SINGING ITS JUST SCREAMING IN TUNE
Favorite instrument: violin?
Aesthetic: rustic academic ? Is that a thing? Think old farmhouse with a touch witchy
Favorite authors: *pulls up ao3* uh, currently on @inexplicifics BEAST of a wonderful glorious series so shout out, bestie āļø
And of course the usual suspects. @jemariel @cadenceimperfect @youkeepthose @nickelkeep and many more
Favorite animal sounds: cat purrs and bird songs
Last song: take a fucking guess fam
Last series: the Witcher
Random: guys I get my stitches out tomorrow š„¹š„¹š„¹š„¹š„¹
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ITS NOT FAAAAAAIR šššššš 1610 CLOAK AND DAGGER ššššššššššššššššššššš
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I'm self aware that its the grass being greener but my friend is recently sober going to aa and has had immediate positive like confidence increase meeting a lot of people making friends getting social groups and they keep texting me about it and I keep ignoring their texts due to feeling incredibly bitter and needing to crawl into bed and cry before replying like why did my coping methods have to be internalizing and freezing and avoidance it's not faaaaaair
Is jealousy the worst emotion to feel or runner up
#it's like the adult and way worse form of when in hs i had a group of friends discussing cutting#self harm cw#and i was like this is the weirdest thing to be left out of#but i had trieeeeeeeeed due to my feelings of misery but i couldn't! I'm physically incapable of that shit it seems#me @ me: let me externalize#ššššššššššššššššš¤š¤š¤š¤ššššš
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MAN.
#WHY IS EVERYONE I KNOW GETTING A TATTOO AND I CANT CUZ ILL BE THROWN OUT THE DAMN HOUSE IF I DO#ITS NOT FAAAAAAIR
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I'm gonna go on an angry Sherman march to the bmv.
They finally got back to me and I have to return to the bmv (which means waking at 6am on Saturday to join the line waiting for it to open) all because they fucked up printing my damn card.
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ā I hope youāre not disappointed that I merged your ideas...ā PLEASE. PLEASE NOIR I MCFREAKINā LOVED IT šš
This is honestly one of the best fics I think youāve written.
Okay so what if Stephen comes home from weeks of dimension hopping in pretty bad shape? Not only is he touched up physically and mentally but he is touch starved? So he is constantly just doing small things like holding Tonyās hand more in public and even sometimes kissing his forehead (despite Stephenās past rules about PDA). Tony is constantly worrying over his injuries because his sorcerer is taking his time with healing.
Secluded Spaces
(AO3, 4.425 words)
āWhat happened to you?ā Tony asked out loud. For the first time the question wasnāt addressed at Stephen but at the Cloak. āYouāre not just sad because he got hurt on your watch, that happened before.ā This was no ordinary moping which he had witnessed before. This was pure desolation. Tony reached out with his right hand and touched the edge ofthe chair with his fingertips while still holding Stephen secure with his other arm. He made sure to not touch the Cloak. āHow can I help you?ā Great, now he was trying to play therapist to a fucking piece of fabric. The great Tony Stark, reduced to useless waiting while the love of his life lay shivering and miserable in his arms and his clothing was watching them like a dying dog.
@stephenstrangebingo prompt: Scared | @badthingshappenbingo prompt: Captivity
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Every time I think about my f/os all being stupidly tall I get upset /lh, but I think I am safe because they are not real in this universe
And then I stand next to my actual bf and I'm like
#HE'S 6'1 ITS NOT FUCKING FAAAAAAIR#my lil 5'1 ass always threatens to fight him and he's like 'yea ok'#i think he's the same height as sniper (which is funny cuz he's also a sniper main) so im like. stop it š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ#ruby rambles
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i've already saved an audio archive but I'M TOO IMPATIENT TO SIFT THROUGH ALL THAT (fucking adhd and the inner need to schedule this to jan 9th even though it probably wouldn't happen)
i need a voicepost. now. emergency in dreamcrush station over here. preferably not posted before but it's urgent
(also peep the new pfp, even though it may not be its final version)
HI OKAY SO IF YOU GO ON MY PAGE AND GO ON THE #AUDIO TAG YOUāLL FIND WAY MORE BUT HERE ARE A FEW
it's gonna be āØsparklingāØ
humming
80s "mark it's not faaaaaair"
not black dog jimmy
chien noir
golden nuggets?
pagey giggles
jimmy page fails at giving out a radio message
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WWR
Iām baaaaack bitches š letās be honest the last two episodes were shit & you wouldnāt have wanted that wwr anyways. SO letās get into the āØangstāØ that was Nickās episode under the cutā¦
Oh but before I start, why yes, yes I called this theory too. Me and this writer share a goddamn brain or something because Iāve literally always guessed big plot points of his episodes correctly š
Ok Nickās dad leaving like that, with poor bby Nick all sweet asking if he promises to bring him back his favorite pastry and him hesitating before heās going to promise- NO.Ā
*picture Michael Scott gif here*
Itās not faaaaaair, little Nick deserved so much better- so MUCH better. And itās only going to get worse as the episode goes on, so strap in for the walk down emo lane.Ā
Quick pit stop for cute banter because duh. Nick giving the real estate agent Ellieās number cracks me up because bro you want this house with her donāt you š you still keep her business cards on you when you could have just as easily gotten your own (or McGeeās) by this point š you just want to maaaaarry her and move iiiiiiin with her I knooooooow it š Ellieās reaction the split second we see also has me dying because sheās like ha ha this is funny you had to talk to real estate agent you drew the short straw hey wait what the fuā you did not! Before McGee interrupts any protest she can hurl back Nickās way and thatās just gold right there. Pure middle school flirting as per usual for them and I love it.
Oooooooh Kasieās lab scene. The growth in this one. Nick worried his family and by extension him, is going to get implicated for murder (or is guilty) even though it sounds outrageous to him, heās got PTSD from Mona Lisa (and who wouldnāt tbh). But Ellie immediately, like IMMEDIATELY goes and defends him. Is like uh-uh donāt even GO there, itās not a possibility its just person of interest I donāt care if itās literal hair at the scene of a man stabbed brutally seven times, heās not a murderer. The grooooooowth Ellie, Iām so proud of you š„ŗ we went from using that logical head to realizing itās ok to listen to your heart and wade into situations with empathy (especially for the boy you ~*looOOoOoOve*~) And then Nick talking about his dad being dead and a deadbeat and walking out when he was 5, he looks at Ellie almost the entire time, only barely glancing over at McGee like he needs to have that connection with her, she grounds him when this is suddenly very jarring having a relative by semi-involved in a murder. And Ellie isnāt the slightest bit shocked when Nick dumps this news so clearly sheās heard it and by her look, not only has she heard this, but she does not like the man for what he did to Nick. She looks pissed his father hurt Nick like that because how dare any one hurt her man š¤
And oh here it is, we back on emo lane. Nick recognizing and seeing his dad for the first time in 30 years. Itās gonna hit like a šµfreeeeeight traaaainšµ at first he canāt even believe its him, he blinks like a thousand times because *surely* his eyes are deceiving him and then his dad goes and uses his nickname, his nickname people the CRUELTY. YOU DONāT GET TO JUST SHOW UP THIRTY YEARS LATER AND CALL HIM BY HIS CUTE LITTLE NICKNAME YOU GAVE HIM AS A CHILD. YOU DONāT MIGUEL. NOT IN THIS GD HOUSE. Ok and now nick is in pure shock because he just got confirmation that his dad is not only *not* dead, but heās here in front of him, in DC no less, possibly a murderer no less. AND heās finding this out by chasing him down *not* by Miguel reaching out to him while in DC. The shock and confusion and hurt my poor baby.
And when that shock wears off and itās just barely contained rage, my heart š„ŗ so of course Ellie goes in there with him and nows she needs to immediately be the support she knows he needs but he wonāt admit to needing. Nick tries to deflect with a joke at first but oh honey itās no use. But quick comedic relief for us on emo lane āsit down, no I donāt like sittingā AHAHAHA like father like son Iām cackling because the look Ellie and nick share and nickās eyes warn her like donāt you dare fucking say it and sheās like yep yep nope I wasnāt gonna say a damn thing Iāll just look down and try to contain my laughter because now is NOT the time. But see Iām on my couch and I can laugh all I damn well please at this scenario that was gold from the writers thank you. On a more serious level this probably hurt nick even more seeing that heās even got the smallest something similar to his dad. Heās probably desperate to be the exact opposite, he doesnāt want to even consider being capable of what his father was capable so this - while seemingly insignificant - thing like not wanting to sit in a chair will hit deep for him without him realizing it. If something so trivial is the exact same, wouldnāt something much much heavier like commitment to relationships and family be the exact same? Wouldnāt it?? And good god poor nick for going through that mental anguish, on emo rollercoaster lane. Because it just gets better when Miguelās excuse for being in DC is āvisiting familyā like call your BULLSHIT Miguel you certainly aināt visiting family and Nick now knows oh he lies too, great, another win for the Torres blood, fan-fucking-tastic.Ā
Quick peek at viewing room and we donāt believe in personal space, Ellie wants to be as close as possible to her hurting bby š„ŗ
But back to the emo stuff - Miguel just lying off his ass and Nick fed up with his fatherās games because itās truly just twisting that knife in his back thatās been stuck there for 30 years deeper and deeper. AND THEN Miguel has the audacity to yell out for āNicoā like bitch you do NOT get to call him that either. You walked out on him and never came back gtfo. And Ellie is trying so hard to keep it together but man she wants to do one of two things if not both at the same time - wrap Nick up in her arms and shield him from this deadbeat and/or punch this man through the glass to cause just a fraction of the hurt he caused Nick. But instead she just has to keep her cool to be the supportive girlfriend she is and ask nick what he thinks and then. Then. āHeās lyingā¦because his lips are movingā
Well FUCK. Murder me right now. The anguuuuuuuish. Poor five year old Nick in a 35 year old Nickās body. That little boy who was promised a big hojaldre in the morning from the next town over is right there. Right there to witness the father he thought he had, hasnāt changed. One of the only memories Nick probably has of his father is him leaving. Him lying and leaving. And what does he do when he finally shows up again?Ā
HE LIES AND LEAVES. HE FUCKING LIES AND LEAVES. (I know Iām getting ahead and technically at this point we donāt know heāll leave again but whatever sue me because this shit is too much.)
Side note: Ellie talking about a āconflict of interestā that Nick didnāt interrogate his father is laughable considering she should have never interrogated Xavier but ok.Ā
Ooooo lets see some pissed off Nick. Let it loose baby, you deserve this. And I know I wrote about this in the tags somewhere but can we take a second to appreciate McGeeās growth??? Like bro went from straight up denial to acceptance and giving Ellie the look of āgo talk to your boyfriend ok we need to make sure heās alright and we both know your support is going to go a lot further than my supportā and Ellie wordlessly kNOWS EXACTLY WHAT HEāS SAYING. Sheās like yeah, of course Iāll go help my man why wouldnāt I.Ā
I donāt know why but Ellie asking Nick if heās talked to his āmom and sisterā is just so š„° I canāt explain this one to you but I love this dialogue ok. Actually I love this whole ensuing conversation. Nick still is bitter (he has every gd right to be), Ellie playing the supportive girlfriend but *tiiiiiniest* bit of devilās advocate with saying he might be innocent. Once again, so much growth because honestly she knows what itāll do to Nick if his dad actually *is* a murderer. Like can we for a second imagine if his dad actually was guilty, right? Nick already saw he was like his dad in trivial things like not wanting to sit in chairs. Nick has already had serious, serious doubts to what heās capable of aka worried he could, if the right buttons were pushed, be a murderer on multiple occasions. Ellie has been there with him for all of that, she knows how low his confidence is when it comes to his perceived āgoodnessā and she knows just how much it would break him if he learned his direct bloodline IS capable of murder. She knows how heād spiral if that was true and so sheās gripping to any small possibility his dad is innocent. But nick, oh poor Nick my heart- heās done. He opens up to Ellie without literally any prodding. Heās baring his long buried soul to her, that troubled, broken childhood that he surely keeps locked away in fear of letting anyone see a weakness. He bares it without question because he feels so safe in her presence he can let her in to see his deepest shame and by extension his deepest worry š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ and poor Ellie, sheās a little lost at how to go about helping him because she does have a good relationship with her dad, so yes all she has here for him is saying his father was guilty of a crap dad but itās because sheās still trying to convince them both he has to be good. He has to be good for Nickās sake. Buuuuuuut it doesnāt really work does it, because oh shit pissed the fuck off Nick is a site to behold isnāt it š„µ kicking down doors once again and his smart āstill think heās innocentā oooooooo damn. Ellieās face says it all- sheās trying so hard to hold out hope for Miguel, so hard. She needs him to be innocent sheās willing to speak it into existence a thousand times but her face is like fuck this is going to kill him and I canāt do a damn thing about it other than just watch.Ā
More pissed off Nick š„µ but when you think about it is so so painful, all I can picture is that little 5 year old boy who woke up the next morning waiting, waiting, and waiting. Staring out the window at each car that slows down but ultimately passes. Tugging on his Mamiās shirt asking for the hundredth time when papi is coming back from the bakery with his hojaldre, oblivious to the tears that are slowly sliding down her cheek because she still canāt find the words to tell him what she knows deep down. That little boy who when the sun starts to set the confusion sets in with it. Why hasnāt my papi come back yet? Where is he? He promised. The sadness and sense of rejection that starts to fill his little heart when his mami tucks him and his sister into bed and he asks one final time where papi is and will he say goodnight to them and his Mami has to say sheās not sure when heās coming home and quietly to the side, āif heās coming home.ā The little boy who weeks later has finally abandoned watching out the window every, single morning. The little boy who had his heart ripped out and thrown to the side of the road when he realized his papi didnāt go to the bakery and instead he was thrown out by his father like a day-old hojaldre. So yeah pissed Nick is fine af but good god the angst underneath is suffocating. Because Nick in this moment doesnāt know the *true* reason Miguel left. He knows what he lived and what he lived is a piece of shit. Nickās response to āis that what you think of meā is amicable because OOF he couldāve gone the fuck off right there and told him what he really thought of him but he stuck with only a slight dig. TO WHICH MIGUEL. FUCK YOU MIGUEL. IT HASNāT HURT YOU MUCH. FUCK YOU MIGUEL. FUCK YOU. SOUNDS LIKE YOU WERE A SHIT DAD SO YEAH PROBABLY A GOOD THING YOU LEFT. THANK HIM NICK WITH YOUR FISTS BECAUSE HEāS A LITTLE SHIT. FUCK YOU MIGUEL. TOUGHENED HIM UP SO MUCH HE SHUTS EVERYONE OUT. YEAH FUCK YOU.Ā
And then man here is the point where it all just muddies in Nickās mind. The poor dude. He knows this line of work, hell he was undercover for almost a decade. He understands how that leaves almost no room for a family. He gets it, so deep deep deep down a tiny part of him realizes why Miguel likely *thought* it was ok to ditch his family. But for thirty years heās felt abandoned- no reasoning can change that.Ā
āItās good to know he was making a nice living while my family was starvingā fucking GET HIM NICK. Damn I wish Miguel had been in the room for that. He deserved to hear that one. Ruthless.Ā
I do not know how I missed this the first time around but holy shit Nick asked to be removed from the case. Nicholas Torres- a man who does not back down. A man who bullied his way into finishing his first ever case with this team that he was arguably way too close to that one too. This is how much pain Miguel brings him. A man who does not quit, not in his vocabulary - was so pissed at getting sent home back when Reeves died, he asks to get sidelined. He actually asks to get sidelined. Holy shit Miguel did a number on Nick and I mean we knew this but š„ŗšš poor bby. No wonder you donāt trust yourself in a serious relationship. Itās not the girl youāre worried about itās you. You donāt think youāre capable of staying, youāre terrified youāll be just like your dad and leave. once again, youāve seen the similarities with trivial things and so this just cements your fear of failing at commitment. And this is Nick in just so much pain he asks to step back. oof. I do love Leon stepping into a slight fatherly role for Nick right there though, he shows his support, his pride in Nick and in that moment I think Nick realizes while his father by blood is shit, heās got several other strong role models in his life that care and thatās why he agrees to work with him.Ā
Nickās smarts comment about leaving the note behind š¤£ oh classic Torres move. Also do yourself a favor and pause it on Ellieās reaction to him. GOLD hahaha sheās like ooo-kay did you really feel the need to say that, letās not. Honestly I think Iāve given this look to my husband almost daily. They married yāall.Ā
So married that she overhears Miguel trying to talk to Nick and her hackles raise!!! Sheās like hold the fuck up do not traumatize my baby even more, Nick do you need me??? Because I will get you out of this, I will be here for you, I will fight this man, just say the damn word!!!! And Nick ugh, his look. They can communicate with just a simple look, he knows all that she would do for him in that moment and still nods her off, but that tiny bit of gratitude is present. Then we find out that yes Grace is really good at guessing theories āin order to keep his young family safe, it means he has to leave. Of course he canāt *tell* them why he has to leave so that they continue to stay innocent and safe. So he plays it like heās a deadbeat dude who was ātoo youngā to be a father and is just now realizing it and leaves his wife, little daughter & son behind. Flash forward thirty years and the NCIS case leads them to him. A piece of evidence pops up with his alias, they go knocking down doors to interrogate a potential suspect (Nickās father) before our lovely CIA agent interfere and claims heās innocent because heās a CIā¦ā like DAMN, Iām good. Hahaha any ways the reason I bring this up is because I feel like I predicted/analyzed Nickās feelings really well back then in this theory and after seeing his expressions, they hold true. Nick is just absolutely warring with himself during this explanation, searching for anything to confirm his dad truly is a deadbeat (and yes he is still absolutely a piece of shit for what he did, but thereās a āgoodā reason for his leaving and thatās what makes it so- hard.) and as I said when I first broke this down, Nick understands undercover work and his dad (being the POS he is) brings that up to Nick. Like he should āgetā it because wouldnāt he do the same thing since heās in that life? But hereās where (and Nick doesnāt totally realize it yet) Nick and Miguel are different. Because Nick came back, Nick stayed. He stayed yāall and he says it here but he does not realize the implications of his words quite yet. He is NOT the same as Miguel. Yeah he doesnāt like to sit in chairs but he has stayed. He has stayed through some tough shit too but heās stayed nonetheless. More than Miguel could ever fucking say, thatās for sure. So yes, when Nick has the come to Jesus and realizes that he is not the same as his dad and he can and will stay? Damn I canāt wait for that moment. Also I wanted to slap Miguel when he called Nick āmijoā because BITCH YOU DO NOT GET TO CALL HIM THAT. YOU DO NOT GET TO CALL HIM YOUR SON. NO. āIām not perfect but I did the best I couldā well fuck you too Miguel because look at this broken five year old boy inside a thirty five year old manās body. Does that look like the product of a ābest you couldā?? Does he look āokā to you??? Fuck you.Ā
But yes hereās my take on where Nick is at: how do you forgive someone youāve despised for thirty years once you know they ādidnāt have a choiceā (even though it will always feel like they had a choice or they couldāve explained it to you even if you were only five) and left in reality token you safe and give you a better chance at life? How do you reconcile the real dad and the one you lived with in your head for so long?? How???
And then youāre stuck still reeling from the night before and the bomb that was dropped and the reconciliation youāre attempting to your dad bringing in the ONE THING. The ONE THING he promised to bring home in the morning thirty years prior. How the actual fuck does one come back from that. Can I give another big FUCK YOU to Miguel Torres? Because seriously??? Why do you ever think thatās ok??? Hey I promised my kid Iād bring him hojaldres in the morning for breakfast thirty years ago so may as well make good on that promise right, only thirty years late thatās totally fine right? He wonāt tell the difference right?
Fuck you, Miguel.Ā
And theyāre still clearly Nickās favorite because heās brought Jimmy to a restaurant specifically for them and that just makes my heart break for the man he had to become without a father. He still held onto that love for them even though they were probably always associated with a horrible, horrible memory of being abandoned š„ŗš„ŗ god damn Nick youāre so broken Iām so sorry.Ā
Ellie is still as supportive as ever and good god we clearly have lost all pretense of personal space at this point, what is her we donāt know her isnāt this normal for coworkers? But this conversation implies he called her after his talk with his dad and ugh yesssss š©ā¤ļø I still think he called her immediately after leaving the building, talked the entire car ride home and while getting ready for bed, needing the comfort of her voice on the other end of the line as he worked through his whirlwind of emotions and tried to come down off the cliff he felt himself on. All pretenses of a bad boy with a mysterious flare forever gone, his heart is open for her to see and he doesnāt give two shits about it anymore. But Ellie does a damn good job of girlfriend duties here and not only supports him but also gently prods him to see if he can maybe one day have a relationship with his father. The parallels she brings up makes him think (and also makes him look at her lips twice š heās just so close to her how could he not I mean right š
) and I love that sheās still being v supportive but also trying to help him grow.Ā
And then Ellie giving Nick the option to go with his dad or go to the other location because sheās not going to push anything on him he doesnāt want and then when he chooses the embassy to avoid his dad her reaction had me laughing š¤£ but she respects it. And yet shortly after Miguel tries to team up with Nick and Ellie hears it from the other side of the bullpen, immediately all ears to step in if he wants to avoid him again despite giving him flack for it earlier. Nick can sense her worry and support and this is the moment he takes her advice in just a tiny step and accepts teaming up with his dad. But OMG KILL ME WHEN NICK THINKS HIS DAD IS DEAD BEFORE HE GETS TO TRY AT A RELATIONSHIP AGAIN. HIS WHISPERED āpapaāsā I CAAAAANāT.Ā
Ugh and then his last conversation with his dad while Ellie is checking on him constantly. Itās just too much, that little boy is back, desperately hoping for his dad to stick around. And Ellie is just so happy she canāt contain it for him and itās perfect. He walks right to her, her hand on his back because they just need to touch each other after such a heavy couple of days and Nick echoes her advice back at her because heās showing he listens and he values her insight and I just love it.Ā
AND THEN MIGUEL HAS COME TO RIP MY HEART OUT BECAUSE HEāS A PIECE OF SHIT REMEMBER.Ā
My poor bby Nickās face when he realized his dad LIES AND LEAVES. REMEMBER. HE LIES AND LEAVES. God Wilmer killed it because Nick is literally on the verge of tears and my heart breaks and then yes he goes to Gibbs to see his pseudo-father who he then realizes is more of a father figure than Miguel will ever be and hell thatās okay but STILL.Ā
I will end this WWR with a I love supportive girlfriend Ellie and another big Fuck You to Miguel Torres.
Goodnight.
#ellick#ncis#wwr#18x12#there's a lot of yelling#there's a lot of swearing#there's just a lot yall#this ep was angst central and you know me š
#enjooooooy#hopefully i can get 18x13 out tomorrow before 18x14 lol
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i wanna weep
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GHAAAAAADšš
Alex via daniel_lopes_l on Instagram
#his hair is back im so happyš«ā¤ļøā¤ļø#people like#see him#just like outside and its not faaaaaairš«š«š«#alex hogh andersen#alex hĆøgh andersen#aha
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